CHANGE IS A PROCESS

Hi,

Today is the last day of my CNY holiday. Not too late for me to wish HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to those who celebrating it. Hmm can I have a week of day off just like school kids? Bcs employee also need rest. Tsk. My life totally altered after I finished my degree. I am no longer excited of going out to mall if I don’t have anything to do or to buy. Not as before where I get myself all excited when it comes to holiday which I can go out and lepak with friends. But not now dude, I am now raise the value of HOME. I rather staying at home than going out and do nothing. No no. I wasn’t like this before. See, told you I totally changed rn. Haha. Except for going out and hunting for food, that one I cannot control. I will straightaway get ready and poof lets going out jalan jalan cari makan lol. Ya that’s me. Love food more than anything else. Gosh.

Anyway dear blog, I miss you and I hope you miss me too hmm. Despite the fact that you are not actually alive, but I'm certain you have some concealed emotions also aight, or actually not? It's interesting how I used to compose or write something daily and rants about everything without leave a page blank like a plain A4 sheets on desk, not notwithstanding for a day. Now I don’t really give a damn about it and abandoning it relinquished for some time. Well this is essentially bcs people easily get bored or tired with the same commonplace routine and they simply have that substantial heavy feeling to proceed onward. But I know one day, they'll begin to miss the same old routine again relocate their own way back to it. Am I right? Yea right. But people changed.

Yes they do changed. Even the sky can turn into dark at night, what’s more the normal human being. Surely and certain that there are stuffs running and playing on our mind and we struggling to let it out from the labyrinth of thoughts. Change? Yes, change to be better is what I really look for. I want to be better me, better in everything. Basically to look perfect to others. No. We can’t. We can’t run from the fact that everyone isn’t perfect though some individual feels like they’re one. Why sometimes we tend to feel like we are the perfect one? Bcs we never try to be understanding and be empathy to others. Try to deal with other flaws and imperfection bcs we aren’t that perfect as well.

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This reminds me to someone. He once digs my own feelings whilst I wasn’t so sure about mine. From hated this guy in the first place till he being the one that who got away, I realized he did nothing for me to change my own feelings to like and love him. That feelings come out of the blue and idk when it starts to the point I pondered how these things happened. Perplexed. Yas. That’s how it works, changing happened without we ever realized. Yet we’re over now, I learn something from it. Time. Change is a process, process takes time. Time heals remember? Accepting and then embracing change is a process not an event.